the Ellen show

hands down, the best talk show ever. ellen is an optimistic, hilarious character. she is extremly generous and always entertaining to watch. after watching about four episodes back to back on a saturday night and being just as satisfied as i would if i had spent it with a friend, i knew i had to blog about it. even if i did spend it with a friend, i would probably make them watch it with me ;)
P.S. Mrs. Rosenbaum! i was reading your page on the school website and read you have another grandchild! i hope Kyler grows up to look to you for inspiration like i do : )

questions, answers, spirits?

if a tree falls and no one is there to hear it does it make a sound? my theory says yes it does make a sound, because if you scream and no one is there to hear you does it matter, for your sake, yes. today i woke up in the dark in my room while alone in my house. i couldnt remember how i fell asleep or if i new why no one was here. it was dark with alone scared me. i turned on a light, and it turned off by itself. evantually my famliy came homme from an extended walk to the park. when im alone in my house i feel unsafe. like something is watching me, ive begun to question the reality of spirits, leaving the final question, why would they even be here. well lucky for you fear=inspiration

black lace hides my face as i search for a flame
ice glistens in the reflection of my eyes
beneath the ice you can see a fire glowing brighter and brighter
until its extisnguished by the dark figure behind me