pain

even though it is sickening to say so, everyone craves pain every once in a while. everyone needs pain once in a while, to remind yourself your human. whether its emotional or physical, you need it. to know that your not perfect, but neither is anyone else. sometimes pain lasts too long though, you want to sleep and never wake up. but to feel nothing forever is a torment no one could ever endure as long as they were sane. have the common sense to know pain never ends, but neither does it last

sorry

im  sorry that im not perfect.
im sorry i dont do everything right.
im sorry that im human.
im also sorry that some people expect me to apologize for these things

Adele

Adele. This women has been the biggest inspiration to me and thousands of other people in the world with her truthful lyrics and beautiful majestic voice. She is beyond description with words. she herself is like a song, like life. Truthful, sudden, unexpected, and something everyone has. Everyone has a song, it depends what song you are that helps make out what your life is like. So set fire to the rain;)!

Shattered spirits

Beyond angry. That past nerve burned Out last year. Tears because the entire situation is so sad. Already been pushed over the edge of sanity. Too much knowledge you understand everything more than anyone else but no one else seems to understands why. And they don't know when to stop, when it's enough. In their eyes, it's no harm. But n your eyes it's vile and cruel how they treat you. And must be stopped. Because only when they stop will they see what they've done.

maximum ride

the maximum ride series is an unbelievable series unlike any other. it is without a doubt my favorite series ever. but i am upset, i am not pleased with max and fangs relatonship. i am devistated by how fang ignores his feelings and starts to point all of his former emotions for max towards her clone max II. This has not been claimed totally true, but with max starting to fall for dylan i see how it will probobly end up. ive wanted fang to be with max and dylan to fall for her clone who in her own way is an indivisual, but since she is maxs clone, dylan can use that since his purpose in life is to be maxs perfect match. he, after all, is also a clone of another, the only difference is the real dylan is deceased. max is still alive. max cannot be with dylan! fang cant just give up like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant stress this last statement enough: READ THIS SERIES

fire

a blazing fire
with flames that dance around wood
laughing as they lick our cold faces
and we watch
as the ever changing embers ignite
and burst
into a thousand black fireflies
who fly near the fire until they die
but then they are reborn from the flames
as long as the fire keeps burning

cold

i touch the floor
it is cold
i touch my face
it is colder
but when i reach into my heart
it is frozen
and needs to thaw

when you dont know

when there are so many unsure and undecided thoughts and emotions you get to a point where you cant take it anymore. you dont know what to do. the only solution is to do the only thing you can do to put a stop to it. because if you dont, you become more confused and you can not see things the way they should be and you are no longer living the life you were meant to live. and if you dont live your life who knows what will happen to everyone else. it is sad that a handful of people can no longer things they should be. so be sure of yourself, and take charge of your life.

Osama dies

A man who did bad things and killed many people has been murdered himself. Most of us are happy about this. We are celebrating murder. He was often feared by many, but a sigh of relief was enough for me, I no longer feared him. But now some are celebrating murder. What his world come to?

Laugh

I could go an entire day laughing and laughing, but I would need someone to make me laugh. I could go a day without laughing, but I would need someone to cut my vocal cords first.

Bad day

Bad day
Started out good
Turned bad
Got a few poems out of it

A dove flies by
Two crows peck at it
A hawk comes
The crows fly away

Something so pure and white
Became something else
First with playful blues and greens
Then stained with everlasting black

Up and down

Sometimes We tell people that they're goIng down. Down where? And sometimes people take it as a joke...sometimes they don't. I know usually it's just some friendly competition. Think about when it's not. It isn't taken lightly when it's used like that. So maybe instead of down, we need to say, "hey, your going up." to change it up.

nothing

nothing in the world can compare to love. love is priceless. yet it is the richest thing you can have. you can love anything. a book, a person, a song, a day. but look where we are, with hate all around us. why? im going to figure it out. i look at the stars and see the world flash by my eyes. i put on some music, turn off the light, and my curtains. and i feel peace. lately i cant get to that peace. the things i hear other people saying. i know if ispeak up ill explode. so i dont. right now, everyone just waits for something unexpected. or something more than expected. what happened to one good deed per day. what happened to complementing everyone you see. im going to confront people when they  tell things i dont like to others and simply ask why they just said that. "sticks and stones might break my bones, but words will never hurt me"-i forgot
"faliure is the first step to sucsess"- me but someone else could have said it before me

in comparison

ive been digging out my old journals and notebooks. seeing how things change over time. the world has been changing too. and me the world are neck and neck.  but i keep going reverse, and then the world takes a break. but when i start running again, earth keeps throwing things at me over the shoulder. its unfair i say. then i look and im in the lead again. over my shoulder earth is speeding up.

Tucson shooting

sometimes life sneaks up on you. sometimes it misses you and gets others. but we all have to remember, whatever happens is done. life is tricky, life is crazy. life is horribly, wonderfully, stupidly, amazingly, brilliantly beautiful. life has sunck up on us. this time with great impact all over our delicate bodies. one more thing, this may mean something, but either way, it's our jobs to keep on living. and  see how we can make our world, a little less crazy, one step at a time. i hope this means something to everyone.


~solistar

elis

elis spun around and did a double take. nothing made sense. these adults had designed what they owned very oddly. all the houses were different. some adults seemed sad like they miss theyre familes. others happy to be in eachothers and only eachothers presence.

publishing

publishing is definently in my future. i dont know much about it so i need to reach out to my readers and ask you to help me. i want to publish somethings in my future ive already started on. so does anyone know how to get my future books out there?


~solistar